So I haven’t made any posts in nearly a month and the reason behind that is I couldn’t write. I had topics I wanted to write about but I literally couldn’t pick up a pen and write anything. At one point it got so bad that I couldn’t even log into my WordPress account.
Actually I’m making this sound more dramatic than it really was. Basically I was a bit depressed at the start of the month. Not in a ‘I want to kill myself’ way, more like ‘crying all the time over the inevitability of my own death’ kind of way. And because of this I really didn’t want to write or make videos.
I’ve been trying to work out what brought on this little bout of depression mainly because I would very much like for it to not happen again. For the first time in a while I had actually been enjoying what I was doing with my life and suddenly I couldn’t do anything without wanting to cry. And wanting to cry all the time really isn’t fun.
Fortunately I am feeling much better now and I want to reassure everyone that I will go see a doctor if it ever happens again.
So yeah *shakes fist* scumbag brain.