For the last couple of weeks I have been neglecting this blog and my other social networks as I try to get my portfolio ready so I can apply for college. And after a week of waiting I got an email today informing me I had an interview for a Graphic Design course.
I’ve spent most of the day working out what my feelings are towards this is. I know I should be happy because Graphic Design is something I enjoy and want to do. And I really want to be happy about this but I can’t help feeling scared about what will happen at the interview.
I have a slight anxiety issue which means that I will be spending the next week not only worrying about this interview but what will happen after. I want to go back to college but this means that I will end up spending at least another four years studying. I’m scared because another four years of school will mean that I will end up being nearly 30 and possibly still living at home because I can’t save up enough money to move out.
I really have no idea where this post is going, suffice to say I will probably spend the next week worrying over nothing.
Hopefully in July I will be back with the results of my interview and a regular posting schedule.