Scared

For the last couple of weeks I have been neglecting this blog and my other social networks as I try to get my portfolio ready so I can apply for college. And after a week of waiting I got an email today informing me I had an interview for a Graphic Design course.

I’ve spent most of the day working out what my feelings are towards this is. I know I should be happy because Graphic Design is something I enjoy and want to do. And I really want to be happy about this but I can’t help feeling scared about what will happen at the interview.

I have a slight anxiety issue which means that I will be spending the next week not only worrying about this interview but what will happen after. I want to go back to college but this means that I will end up spending at least another four years studying. I’m scared because another four years of school will mean that I will end up being nearly 30 and possibly still living at home because I can’t save up enough money to move out.

I really have no idea where this post is going, suffice to say I will probably spend the next week worrying over nothing.

Hopefully in July I will be back with the results of my interview and a regular posting schedule.

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4 thoughts on “Scared

  1. My advice, don’t think so much about what could go wrong or what if it’s the right thing to do. Treat the interview as an opportunity to explore. This could be exactly what you wanted, or you may decide that this isn’t for you. You may also realize that this is something you didn’t know you wanted.

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