Who Am I?

I enjoy blogging. I enjoy sharing my life and the things I love with the world. At the beginning of 2014 one of my resolutions was to spend more time focused on my blog. I decided this meant I would spend 30 minutes everyday writing and reading other blogs. In 3 months I had gained 600 followers and was getting an average of 100 hits a day.

The only problem was that the numbers and statistics became more important than the simple enjoyment of sharing my thoughts with the world. I became obsessed. Constantly checking my email to see if I had any new comments or followers.

In February I wrote two posts every week. Only now have I come to realise that I was blogging during that time as a way of distracting myself from what was going on in my life. Blogging became a game. It was simply a challenge to see how many hits I could get every day.

It got to the point where I had to stop. It got to the point where even the thought of logging on to WordPress filled me with dread. But this also meant I had a month to decide what I wanted to do with this blog.

Because I genuinely do enjoy blogging. But I feel like some things have to change. I’m not even sure yet exactly what those changes will be. However I have decided that I need to start this all again. I even considered going back and deleting all my old posts. Maybe I will do that later but for now we shall begin with an introduction.

Hello, my name is Emma. I am a dog walking, Star Trek loving, book reading, fruit pastille addict.

And I have no idea what I want to do with my life.

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17 Responses to “Who Am I?”

  1. jazzeisinger

    Hi, Emma. I’m Jazz, and I know 12 things I want to do with my life, none of which I am doing and only work at half-heartedly. I’m so excited to get to know you more and what makes you tick. What’s your favorite book of all time?

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  2. sh

    I agree checking your stats can be soooo addictive! But sometimes it’s just about creating. Welcome back to the world of blogging. Hope you find contentment.

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  3. craftysorcha

    I tried to blog often about crafts but it got to the point where I wasn’t enjoying the pressure. Now I have a schedule of about one post every 10 days, and that is much more relaxing. I’ve learned not to stress about the stats.

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  4. booksoutsidethebox

    Hi Emma,
    I too sometimes focus too much on the hits. But once in a while I find reading my own blog is satisfying in and of itself because it chronicles my memories in a place that’s edited, organized, and completely of my own making. So I just keep doing it! Even if I have no idea what I’m doing.

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  5. nlockier

    Hi Emma, thanks for stopping by my blog and liking my Quorn Enchilada recipe. I read your “Who am I” and instantly thought I want to hear more from this person! Please keep up your writing, I look forward to the updates. 🙂

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  6. laurachickenboots

    Wow, I could have written parts of your ‘About’! Blogging stats are a problem for me–well, not so much here on WordPress since I’m new, but on blogger, heck yeah. Like Facebook, I had to check constantly to see how many followers and how many views, etc. I like that blogging can be a distraction in a way, as long as it does not become unhealthy. Like I said when I started the blog challenge, I think I’ve been trying to write myself a life through blogging, a thing which has its negatives and positives. Oh, and Hi, Emma, I’m Laura.

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  7. ydandgavhal

    “The only problem was that the numbers and statistics became more important than the simple enjoyment of sharing my thoughts with the world. I became obsessed. Constantly checking my email to see if I had any new comments or followers.” – I totally agree and symptoms of this statomania have started to appear in my case!

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  8. karaskinner

    Hi Emma, thanks for liking my post. Checking for followers and new comments is definitely addictive, and I’m guilty of obsessing over them myself. I love the name of your blog, by the way 🙂

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  9. Gerri

    Thanks so much for liking ‘Rainbow Colours’! Some of the comments here, as well as what you wrote, are a huge part of beginning a new journey. As with anything, for me, I have tunnel vision at the start, then after a while I can settle in and do what is fun, blog. It is very exciting to have anyone like or follow you…it’s a validation that what you have to say is worth something. I figure, as long as I get over that initial infatuation within a reasonable amount of time, I’m good to go!

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